2005-03-14 8:18 p.m.

I sit here blissful...So fuckin high. I think of that kiss and my pussy gets warm and wet. If only I could love you. How good things could be. My mind goes so fast but my fingers keep stuttering and somehow I can't avoid sounding out every word in my head as I write it. I love this fucking dog of mine. Daisy reminds me that life can be good.
I wished for love and he loves me and I can't fall in love with him. My God am I that broken? I can't let the shrapnel of heartbreaks past destroy me.
Fuck it. That's impossible. I'm neurotic. There's no such thing as being incapable of love right?

Rama said teh other day that i am completely numb and void of all feeling or some shit like that. That sux

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