2005-03-14 1:23 p.m.

And I close my eyes and think of how pure and good your touch feels. My dog and cat curl up next to my feet. I realize how lucky and special I must be to be the object of so much affection.
My only redemption is my unflagging honesty about my incapacity to reciprocate. I wish I could love you so I wouldn't be lonely anymore and so I could concentrate my emotions on someone who deserves it..
Alas I can't
And I hate myself for it

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