2003-12-12 6:25 p.m.

Alright so since I don't have access to the internet at home but I do have a pc, I have been recording my daily thoughts and printing them out so that I may update my diary whenever I get the chance and obviously this is one of those chances....So the series of entries that I begin now started over a month ago...

Sundayrants...

So how do I manage to have teh reverse midas touch and shit all over everything that is good in my life? Good question and one I have yet to figure out.

Here's teh deal...I like what I do for a living but absolutely hate the people that I work with. I work at an animal hospital with only one vet whom, I assume has a penis the size of a hamster ergo, must feed an ego the size of a whale to compensate.

He basically pays me to treat me like shit and insult me.The going rate is 8/hr. I figure that is pretty cheap and given half a chance and an ounce of ambition I am quite sure I could fetch a better price for strangers to insult me online.

Everyone else that I do get along with at work see it and tell me all the time not to put up with it and quit but they all have someone to fall back on and I don't so i eat shit witha spoon and a smile and then go home.

I met this cute guy named Brian last night. we took our dogs to the park and got drunk while our carpets got steam cleaned then, came back and made out for a while. I don'r remember much else...Hope I didn't make a fool of myself and say something stupid like I love you. (I am an emotional drunk and I love EVERYBODY when I am inebriated) However if I did it would also go back to teh reverse midas touch thing anyway.

I am waiting for him to get home and come to see me. I am so bored here at home and had such a shitty day...Someone please take me out of this life?

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