2008-09-05 10:39 a.m.

It's been a while I know. But myspace and facebook are better for keeping in touch with your friends. It wasn't til recently that I realized have I ignored putting my thoughts down for lack of wanting others to read my most personal thoughts. I mean I know them all but not enough to let them into my soul.

I've done a lot since my last entry. I got back into school after I left that fall down loser of a drunk Brian in Lake Worth. i already had a great paying job so I stuck around in another place since I had nothing to go back anywhere for. I started working at a neighborhood restaurant and met another fall down loser drunk and wasted my time with him for about a year. After that, I wasted another year with yet another loser ( not a drunk this time ) just a monumental cheating lying scumbag wannabe cop.

I got my AA at Palm Beach Community College. Held a shitload of leadership positions, got scholarhsips, travelled to leadership conferences and basically got back from underachieveing to overachieveing mode again.

I still feel empty though but I have learned to ignore it. I'm following my dreams so that alone should make me happy. I keep myself busy with volunteer projects and school.

I transferred to FAU in the fall of 07 and have been there ever since. No love just lust to pass the time.

I had 3 weeks off during summer and instead of shopping for bullshit I decided what the fuck and bought an eharmony account for shits and giggles. I was mostly expecting the giggles part. I don't know where this is going ( I mean who ever really does right? )but I'm so excited I'm shaking.

I'll leave it at that. Don't want to jinx anything

<<< - >>>